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I've seen all the hate around me,
I was a part of it,
everything, every soul around me was dark,
there was an endless darkness,
without light, wihout hope,
a deep darkness,
not even a star in it,
it was hopeless,
I feel lonely,
I am still a part of the endless hate and the endless darkness,
I am waiting for a star that's gonna fight the darkness
I stopped asking questions,
there are no answers,
not for me, not in this
hopeless dark world,
in this dark life,
that's not the life that I wanted but I am
a part of it,
I don't know how I cant get out of this darkness,
I am waiting for the one and only star
that will bring light in my soul, in my heart,
I've been waiting for so long,
I don't want it to be so dark,
but there's no hope for light,
I have to wait,
I have to be a part of the hate and the darkness,
but for how long?
I have to wait and see
I've seen it coming up like this,
it's just hopeless,
it's endless,
it's forever,
that's the true life,
that's the world that I live in
it's hopeless